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2:14 p.m. on 2008-05-11

Looking through old Diaryland notes has got me all depressed. I used to have lots of friends, and people would pay compliments. I should've allowed myself to remain in nice mode, but no, I had to transform into a person who is on the defensive 24/7. It's my fault the internet stopped being fun for me. I don't know how to stop being so blamed sensitive all the time. I'm scared! Where did "nice Tricia" go? Does she even exist anymore?! If yes, she's too buried inside me. "mean Tricia" took over me completely, to the point where I don't exactly have friends here or anyone else online. I don't know what to do.

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