friendship lost?
5:23 p.m. on 2002-07-14

One of my friends has been sending me mixed messages. She's usually telling me that she doesn't blame me for being mad at her for neglecting me, but now she hates me because of that anger! She's turned into a stranger I don't know. Apparently she doesn't know me either, thinking that I actually like being bitter at her. That isn't true at all! I would like things to get better, but I fear it's already too late. Especially with me still liking something that she doesn't like anymore. I don't like something she loves, but I don't hate her for it either.

I had a feeling our friendship would go downhill after we stopped having much in common, but when I think about how I may have lost her for good, the pain still hurts.

I've had rough times with other people, and came through all right, but how come with her we've never managed to overcome them? What am I doing wrong?

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